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• The Pious Sinners

  Oct 28, 2024 Admin 0 Comments

  Each of us lives in the community, and if you look hard enough, you may notice a behavior that many regard as normal. But is it the right thing to do?!
  
  One of the makkot or plagues Hashem brought upon Egypt was the Makkat of Khoshekh, the Plague of Darkness. Torah tells us that it was so dark that no Egyptian could physically move during it. But if you read the Midrash on this, it gets even more interesting. It says that during this plague, around 12 million Jews died, and the sons of Israel went from house to house and buried them under the cover of the darkness so as not to cause shame to the nation. In every plague, it has affected Egyptians, but in this one, we have buried many of our own. 
  
  So, let’s stop here. 
  
  During the three days of darkness, we have buried 8 million people. Some say 12 million or even more, but for this article, I will use the 12 million who were buried; since 20% came out from Egypt, which comes out to 3 million people, we have left behind 80% of the nation within those three days, which in total makes 15 million people were living in Egypt before the plague.
  
  But the amazing thing is, no one screams from the podium about this event; why?? During the Holocaust, we lost 6 million, and we make so much noise about that till today, but 12 million - no noise is made, and not much is said. With your permission, please allow me to shed some light on what might have happened there, or to be the one to make the noise I believe needs to be made. As always, everything that is about to follow is my opinion, which I would like to share with others.
  
  In Parashat Shemot 3:3, when Moshe stood at the burning bush and was instructed by Hashem to go to Egypt to free the nation of Israel, Moshe hesitated, and rightfully so. Two individuals have given Moshe the reason to flee Egypt since they reported him to the authorities when he killed an Egyptian while saving another Jew. Now returning, it was not something Moshe wanted to do besides other reasons; he knew they wouldn’t stop and would continue, and may even outperform and amaze themselves and others at their skill level even more than the previous time. And they did precisely so.
  
  When Moshe Rabbenu went to the pharaoh, he performed miracles and brought or triggered a plague that Hashem had performed. It had the intended effect on the Egyptians, as Hashem wanted, but those two individuals were busy spreading a completely different story to the nation.
  
  When Moshe came to Egypt, he told Aharon HaCohen, his brother, and the elders that G-d sent him. Aharon HaCohen believed Moshe, but the elders believed Aharon HaCohen, since they knew him and not his brother, Moshe. Every time the plague happened, Aharon HaCohen confirmed it as the "Doings of the Almighty." But those two—Dathan and Aviram—had a different plan and a story to tell to others who were willing to listen.
  
  So what did these two tell them? They said that Moshe grew up in the House of Pharaoh and learned to perform those "miracles", with no G-d involved; it was Moshe performing at an advanced level of sorcery. 
  
  But guess what - Dathan and Aviram were not the lazy bunch, and they didn't mind going miles from house to house - since they had no WhatsApp or other technologies we have today to spread slander, they put the time and effort into this "project." So, the elders living far from Aharon HaCohen believed these two since they were persistent and convincing. They walked far and wide and reached 12 million people - the elders and the ordinary folks had believed them that Moshe was not for real, and all of those "miracles" - plagues were just his tricks. Since Aharon HaCohen and the elders loyal to him could convince only 3 million people, Hashem decided to leave the rest of the nation behind, so 80% of the Nation, 12 million people, were buried during the Plague of Darkness.
  
  So, the merit of the deaths of 12 million people belongs to these two individuals - Dathan and Aviram.
  
  - Hashem made Moshe His choice, but these two didn't agree with Him and smeared Moshe, no matter the effort, the time it took, or the consequences it had on the nation—thus challenging G-d's authority and weakening the belief in G-d of the people of that generation and on.
  
  - The nation - those 3 million people - truly believed in Moshe and Hashem later after they crossed the sea, as it says in Parashat Beshalach - Vayaaminu Ba Hashem Uve Moshe Avdo. However, as a result of the actions of Dathan and Aviram, our nation still struggles with faith in Hashem and Moshe to this day. 
  
  - Later in recent history, we have had another similar incident. After thousands of years of following the Derech, or the Way, that Moshe Rabbenu taught us in ancient times, in the early 1800s and on in Europe, new ways to serve G-d were introduced. As a consequence, we lost another 6 million people, and the effects of that are still present today.
  
  As it was, so it will be. The Holy Books tell us of the End of Times. Those past reincarnations will smear the Son of David, and it will be a heavy load. 
  
  But all that is done to test Aharon HaCohen and the Elders of that generation. Whether they will back the one G-d has chosen, side with the ones who smear, or ignore it altogether and go on their way, their actions will determine whether The Nation will leave any of its members behind.
  
  That's why Parashat Korach says, And Korach took but never says what he took. Korach was a bystander who was quietly learning - he had witnessed the performance of The Masters of Defamation - Dathan and Aviram. Korach has taken that "experience" - the knowledge of what the lies can achieve when repeated enough times, and their power to convince and rule the masses, and with that experience, Korach has taken with him the above “experts or the consultants,” and together with other "upstanding scholars", they went against Moshe Rabbenu.
  
  So next time you are out there in public, socializing in the community, look around at those who do the Talking and the Walking and those who quietly stand on the side while gaining that "invaluable experience."
  
  That’s why King David said in the Book of Tehillim 1:1, "Happy is the man who does not walk in the advice of the wicked, nor stands in the way of sinners, nor sits in the seat of the scorners."
  
  After causing so many terrible problems in the nation and years of accusations of Moshe Rabbenu by Dathan and Aviram, Moshe Rabbenu calls on G-d again to solve this thorny problem once and for all, and goes for the unthinkable.
  
  Parashat Korach 16:28-30 says: "And Moses said, By this, you shall know that it was Hashem who sent me to do all these things; that they are not of my devising: If these people’s death is that of all humankind, if their lot is humankind's common fate, it was not Hashem who sent me. But if Hashem brings about something unheard-of, so that the ground opens its mouth and swallows them up with all that belongs to them, and they go down alive into Sheol, you shall know that those involved have rejected Hashem." 
  
  And so it happened. Dathan, Aviram, Korach, and their families have fallen into the depths. Gemara Bava Batra 74A says that they never died, but they constantly keep on repeating down there deep in the Earth below: Torah is Truth, and Moshe is Truth—a bit too late if you ask me, but they realized that Moshe's doings were directly from G-d. 
  
  The same will be true with the Son of David, who also will do the same per the Will of G-d. Just like Moshe Rabbenu, who has judged Korach and his people, the Son of David will take the judgments to the next level by the sense of smell to root out the Dathans, Avirams, and other pious sinners of his time who have quietly operated for years amongst the nation. 
  
  Shmuel Katanov

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• The Symbol of Loyalty

  Jun 5, 2023 Admin 0 Comments

  In Parashat Nasso 5:11-31, Hashem tells about a woman who is suspected of adultery by her husband. I assume you know the details... So the husband takes her to the Bet Hamikdash to see a Cohen for the test. A Cohen gives her a drink of bitter waters; if she is guilty, she dies there, but if she is not, she is blessed with a child.
  
  We have another incident of the bitter waters in a different parsha. In Parashat Beshalach 15:23-25, right after the Am Yisrael goes through the Yam Suf, the nation becomes thirsty, but couldn't drink the waters of the Marah, since they were bitter. So they asked Moshe, who, in turn, asked Hashem. And Hashem showed him a piece of wood, which he threw into the water, and it became sweet. And.. the nation drank. 
  
  There's something about this piece of wood. So, let's look at it closely.
  
  Have you ever wondered why Aron HaKodesh or the Holy Ark looks this way? - click here
  
  In Parashat Terumah, we are told about the details of the Holy Ark. A wooden box covered with gold from the inside out. On the box cover, there are two golden figures of angels—Keruvim—facing each other, their wings spread forward. Inside the box are two sets of Luchot - the 10 Commandments. And on the side of the box, two golden loops on each side, through which wooden poles covered with gold were inserted. The ends of each pole are wider than the openings of the loops, so the poles cannot be inserted through the loops. The Zohar says a miracle occurs, and the poles pass through the loops miraculously. 
  
  It is a very holy and mystical structure, where every part of it represents something.
  
  The tablets containing the 10 Commandments inside the box represent a Ketuba, a marriage contract. When a man and a woman get married, they receive a Ketuba; the 10 Commandments are a Ketuba between the nation of Israel and Hashem, since on Shavuot, when we receive the Torah, Hashem marries the nation of Israel. 
  
  Each wedding ceremony or chupa has 2 witnesses, and the two Keruvim—the golden angels atop the Holy Ark — also serve as witnesses. Every time Cohen HaGadol enters Kadosh Kedoshim on Yom Kippur, based on certain signs of the Keruvim, he determines whether Hashem is happy with the way the nation is leading its way of life.

  The wooden poles are covered in gold on the sides of the Holy Ark, which represent man and woman, or to be exact, a husband and wife. Why are the poles covered in gold, you ask? Simple...what is Tzeniut or Modesty? When a couple follows the laws of modesty in front of Hashem, they are covered in gold. But, by uncovering themselves or dressing immodestly, they are displaying their wooden-like bodies, since wood and the human body are physical products of Earth, which makes them appear lowly in G-d's eyes.

  
  So, there you have it - two wooden poles, covered in gold, miraculously inserted into the rings, as the Zohar says. The Torah adds: And the poles shall never be removed... But suppose the wife removes her golden wrapping, abandons her position on Holy Ark, and is suspected of having relations with someone other than her husband. In that case, the Torah requires her to undergo a test with bitter water. If she is guilty, she dies; if she is not guilty, she is blessed with a child, and Hashem wraps her back in gold and restores her to her former position.

  
  And this makes the Holy Ark as a  symbol of Loyalty between Husband and Wife and between the Nation of Israel and Hashem. 
  
  The Midrash says Leviyim carried the Holy Ark by holding the poles from each side. Further, it adds that it is not the Leviyim who carried the Ark, but it is the Holy Ark that carried the Leviyim in the desert. 

  
  So it is, with the husband and the wife. When the couple gets married or later in life, they dedicate their lives, their whole existence, to Kabbalat Ol Malkhut Shamayim – Accepting the Kingship of Heaven, by following G-d's laws and leading a family based on Torah values. And just as the Ark that carries the Leviyim, in the same way, it is not the couple that carries the burden of the Kingship of Heaven, but the Kingship of Heaven carries the couple through their journey of life, by overflowing them with holiness, abundance, and constant miracles. 
  
  Shmuel Katanov
  
  (The Bitter Waters of the Sotah)

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• And Hashem Remembered Rachel

  Jan 12, 2025 Admin 0 Comments

  Ever wonder why Yaakov Avinu has elevated Menashe and Efraim to the level of shevatim / tribes? Don't forget these kids have lived outside of Eretz Yisrael and grown without Yaakov Avinu's influence. Why did Yaakov Avinu elevate them to such great heights? 
  
  In Parashat Vayechi 48:5 when Yaakov Avinu was about to bless Menashe and Efraim, he says the following: "וְעַתָּ֡ה שְׁנֵֽי־בָנֶ֩יךָ֩ הַנּוֹלָדִ֨ים לְךָ֜ בְּאֶ֣רֶץ מִצְרַ֗יִם עַד־בֹּאִ֥י אֵלֶ֛יךָ מִצְרַ֖יְמָה לִי־הֵ֑ם אֶפְרַ֙יִם֙ וּמְנַשֶּׁ֔ה כִּרְאוּבֵ֥ן וְשִׁמְע֖וֹן יִֽהְיוּ־לִֽי׃ - Now, your two sons, who were born to you in the land of Egypt before I came to you in Egypt, shall be mine; Efraim and Menashe shall be mine no less than Reuven and Shimon." Why would Yaakov Avinu make such a request, he already has 12 sons, why does he need additional 2 sons? 
  
  On this pasuk, Ari HaKadosh says that Yaakov Avinu should have had fourteen sons, but Reuven confused the beds by taking them out of Bilhah's tent and placing them in Leah's tent (Parashat Vayishlach 35:22); he caused these two additional souls not to descend. These souls came down only when Yosef married Osnath. Therefore, says Yaakov, I say that Menashe and Efraim shall be like Reuven and Shimon to me since they were originally destined to be fathered by me. 
  
  In the same parsha in pasuk 30:14 says: "וַיֵּ֨לֶךְ רְאוּבֵ֜ן בִּימֵ֣י קְצִיר־חִטִּ֗ים וַיִּמְצָ֤א דֽוּדָאִים֙ בַּשָּׂדֶ֔ה וַיָּבֵ֣א אֹתָ֔ם אֶל־לֵאָ֖ה אִמּ֑וֹ וַתֹּ֤אמֶר רָחֵל֙ אֶל־לֵאָ֔ה תְּנִי־נָ֣א לִ֔י מִדּוּדָאֵ֖י בְּנֵֽךְ׃ - Once, at the time of the wheat harvest, Reuven came upon flowers in the field and brought them to his mother Leah. Rachel said to Leah - Please give me some of your son's flowers." The Sages say these flowers are jasmine or mandrakes which promote fertility. 
  
  וַתֹּ֣אמֶר לָ֗הּ הַמְעַט֙ קַחְתֵּ֣ךְ אֶת־אִישִׁ֔י וְלָקַ֕חַת גַּ֥ם אֶת־דּוּדָאֵ֖י בְּנִ֑י וַתֹּ֣אמֶר רָחֵ֗ל לָכֵן֙ יִשְׁכַּ֤ב עִמָּךְ֙ הַלַּ֔יְלָה תַּ֖חַת דּוּדָאֵ֥י בְנֵֽךְ׃  - But she said to her, "Was it not enough for you to take away my husband, that you would also take my son's flowers?" Rachel replied, "I promise, he shall lie with you tonight, in return for your son's flowers." 
  
  It seems to me that there's something about these flowers or the Dudaim that Reuven has found in the field. Rachel is asking for them to have more chances to conceive, but I believe it is more than that. 
  
  I believe this is what Rachel thought at that moment. The maids, Bilhah and Zilpah, already had two sons each, while Rachel had none. So, Rachel thought, "I am the wife of Yaakov Avinu, and I still have no children. The maids have two children each, and even if I have two, am I on the same level as the maids?" 
  
  So, she asked Leah for the dudayim in the plural form, the flowers—Rachel was asking for two more boys or tribes to be added to her, making her greater than the maids. 
  
  Leah agreed with Rachel. Rachel also said, "Yaakov shall lie with you tonight." He did. Until today, Leah rests with Yaakov Avinu in the Maarat Hamachpela or The Cave of the Patriarchs, and Rachel alone rests on the road to Ephrath, near Bethlehem.
  
  Since this agreement was made between matriarchs—the Mothers of Our Nation—Hashem has remembered Rachel, and carried it out exactly as they have agreed on.  Today, Rachel Imenu is the mother of four tribes: Yosef, Benyamin, Menashe, and Efrayim. 
  
  Just as Hashem has carried out their agreement in the past, He promised to do more for Rachel Imenu in the future. 
  
  A cry is heard, and that person has never been comforted. It is Mama Rachel's bitter cry. 
  
  Says Prophet Yirmiyahu, 31:15-17:
  
  כֹּ֣ה ׀ אָמַ֣ר ה׳ ק֣וֹל בְּרָמָ֤ה נִשְׁמָע֙ נְהִי֙ בְּכִ֣י תַמְרוּרִ֔ים רָחֵ֖ל מְבַכָּ֣ה עַל־בָּנֶ֑יהָ מֵאֲנָ֛ה לְהִנָּחֵ֥ם עַל־בָּנֶ֖יהָ כִּ֥י אֵינֶֽנּוּ׃         
  Thus said  G-d:
  A cry is heard in Ramah—
  Wailing, bitter weeping—
  Rachel weeping for her children.
  She refuses to be comforted
  For her children, who are gone. 
  
  כֹּ֣ה ׀ אָמַ֣ר ה׳ מִנְעִ֤י קוֹלֵךְ֙ מִבֶּ֔כִי וְעֵינַ֖יִךְ מִדִּמְעָ֑ה כִּי֩ יֵ֨שׁ שָׂכָ֤ר לִפְעֻלָּתֵךְ֙ נְאֻם־ה׳ וְשָׁ֖בוּ מֵאֶ֥רֶץ אוֹיֵֽב׃ 
  Thus said  G-d:
  Restrain your voice from weeping,
  Your eyes from shedding tears;
  For there is a reward for your labor
  —declares  G-d: They shall return from the enemy’s land. 
  
  וְיֵשׁ־תִּקְוָ֥ה לְאַחֲרִיתֵ֖ךְ נְאֻם־ה׳ וְשָׁ֥בוּ בָנִ֖ים לִגְבוּלָֽם׃ 
  And there is hope for your future
  —declares  G-d:
  Your children shall return to their borders.
  
  May this come speedily in our days, amen!!
  
  Shmuel Katanov

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• The Sound Of The Clock or The Golden Menorah

  Jun 26, 2024 Admin 0 Comments

  Have you ever tried to hear the sound of a clock?
  
  In Parashat Terumah 25:31-40, "Hashem tells Moshe Rabbeinu to build a Menorah from a pure gold, hammered out shall the Menorah be made." The Hallacha says that if parts of it were made separately and then attached later on to make it look like one piece, this would make the Menorah not kosher and not fit for the service. Midrash Tanchuma tells us even more interesting details. Moshe could not visualize how the Menorah should look, so Hashem showed a Menorah of fire. Even then, he could not understand how to make it, so Hashem told him to throw the ingot, a huge solid chunk of gold, into the fire, and voila! A completed golden Menorah emerged from the fire, as explained by Rashi. 
  
  So, why must the Menorah be made from one solid piece of gold? And why does it need to be hammered out to give it the shape and look of the Menorah? Let's try to answer these questions. 
  
  In Parashat Ki Tisa 32:1-5, when people approached Aharon HaCohen after killing Chur and asked him to make them an intermediary between them and Hashem. Aharon’s response was - Bring me the gold. He thought that till they go and get the gold from the ladies, who will not be very thrilled about the idea of parting with their jewelry, Moshe Rabbeinu would come. Just like he suspected - the women refused to give their jewelry, but he didn’t expect men to give their own instead. So, in no time, they have gathered the necessary amount of gold for their project. Aharon HaCohen threw that gold into the fire, and from that fire, the golden calf emerged.
  
  This is where I would like to analyze these two events closely. 
  
  Do you realize what happened? These two scenarios are very similar but with different outcomes and responses. When Moshe Rabbeinu was presented with a task he did not fully grasp, his response was, "I don’t know, or I am not sure and I have to ask Hashem," as it was in the making of the Menorah we have discussed above, also judging the cases like with wood-gatherer or blasphemer in Parashat Shelach and Emor. But Aharon HaCohen's response was, "Bring me the gold."
  
  I strongly believe that Hashem put Aharon HaCohen in this situation so that Aharon would turn to Heaven and ask Hashem for assistance, and this is where something amazing would have happened. Aharon HaCohen would have risen in the level of prophecy, Hashem would have answered him and made him much closer to Himself, to the point where he would have been not far away in prophecy from Moshe’s level. 
  
  Even in Parashat Balak, when the delegation came to Bilaam HaRasha to invite him to "bless the Jewish Nation," his first response was - I need to ask Hashem.
  
  But since Aharon HaCohen made the call and did not get Hashem involved, his closeness was postponed and has taken a different road. 
  
  By the way, how big was Moshe Rabbenu's level, or how close was he to Hashem? When Miriam and Aharon were discussing Moshe’s behavior towards his wife Tziporah, Hashem told them that they were nowhere near Moshe since he was - the trusted one in His house, and his level of prophecy was far above anyone. (Parashat Behaalotcha 12:4-9)
  
  Now, Hashem needs to bring Aharon HaCohen closer to Himself, but how can He do that? Aharon could have had that level by requesting help from Hashem, but since he did not turn to Hashem when he was in the situation of a golden calf, going forward, he had to put in the required work and years of effort to attain it.
  
  So, in Parashat Behaalotcha 8:1, Hashem commands Aharon HaCohen to light the Menorah and makes it a part of the daily service in the Bet Hamikdash, thus bringing him closer to Hashem.
  
  How do we know that Aharon HaCohen succeeded in this task and came closer to Hashem and those lofty levels?
  
  Centuries later, King David wrote in the Book of Tehillim, in Psalm 99: "Moshe, Ve Aharon be Kohanav, u Shmuel be Kore Shemo, Korim El Hashem Ve Hu Yaanem - Moshe and Aharon are among his priests, and Shmuel among those who invoke His name, they would call to Hashem and He would respond to them." King David confirmed in prophecy that Aharon HaCohen was able to accomplish that closeness with Hashem, and rose in the level of prophecy. 
  
  My dear reader, let me ask you a question. When you are in a situation where you can do good or evil, do you call out to Hashem? Do you ask Him for His opinion on how to respond to the situation you may be in? Do you bring the Torah knowledge or life experiences to your memory, the values you have been brought up with or learned in life, to ensure you make the best possible decision? 
  
  Hashem puts us in situations just to see the type of decisions we will make, and then we have to live and deal with those decisions and their consequences - be it man to man or man to G-d.
  
  Each of us hammers out his own Golden/Spiritual Menorah by the decisions we make down here on Earth. Every move we make, every decision we make, and every statement we make - slams and hammers out a dent on our own Menorah for Hashem to view in the spiritual realm, which is the only place where it is all truth, where one can't mask those dents, or lie about them. 
  
  Some have nice and symmetric menorahs - Kudos to them since lots of work went into them, and it's not an easy task. The rest of us may have very dented, twisted proportions and ugly-looking shapes. But these are our menorahs, and we keep on hammering away on them daily, hopefully bringing our menorahs to the right symmetry, and making them look nicer than they previously were. 
  
  Shhh..quiet down a bit and listen. Do you hear the sound of the clock—tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock? How does your menorah look? Do you think you'll have enough time to fix it?
  
  Our decisions of the past and in the future make dents that matter. Whether good or bad, it is our dents and responsibility - made by us and for us to fix. Decisions...an unending flow of more decisions pounding on us daily...it’s time to own up to those decisions. Maybe after 120, when we have had our chance to work on our menorahs, we won't be ashamed to view them, and we will be the Cohanim Gedolim of our Menorahs. We will light it daily in front of Hashem and come closer and closer to Hashem - just like Aharon HaCohen did. 
  
  So, now, do you hear the sound of the clock? It is always ticking away...nonstop, without skipping a beat, and not waiting for anyone. There's no way to stop it but to use it to our advantage. There's so much to fix and so little time to do it. How does your menorah look? Maybe the time has come to make the right dents?!!
  
  Shmuel Katanov

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• Мои Года, Моё Богатство

  Nov 25, 2019 Admin 0 Comments

  Я выбрал не зря это название. Недавно прослушав одну из лекций Раввина Жэйкобсона которая натолкнула меня на новое понимание, мне хотелось бы поделиться с вами вот с такой идеей.
  
  В Главе Ваера, есть рассказ, как приходят три ангела к Лоту и говорят ему что его город Содом будет разрушен утром и он должен покинуть его. И вот во время побега, Ангелы предупреждают Лота и его семью не отворачиваться назад несмотря ни на что. Но Лота жена услышав голос одной из своих подруг, отворачивается и становится солёным столпом. 
  
  Интересно почему солёным столпом и почему она наказана солью? В Мидраше есть одно из объяснений, что так-как она согрешила из-за соли, когда пошла по соседям выпрашивать соль говоря что у неё нет соли и у них сейчас гости, этим намекая что её муж в данный момент нарушает закон города принимая гостей и этим призывая жителей принять меры по отношению к пришельцам. Убегая она услышала голос одной из своих подруг, и в этот момент произошёл закон мера за меру - так как она просила соль, этим побудив жителей восстать против пришельцев и в данный момент они умирали в городе, они позвали её, давая ей понять что она тоже не может спастись, потому-что она побудила их сделать грех. Как говорят мудрецы Содом сидел очень глубоко в жене Лота.
  
  Но вопрос почему она стала солью? Давайте немного углубимся в этот эпизод, чтоб ответить на этот вопрос.
  
  Когда Ангелы подошли к Лоту и сказали ему о планах Вс-вышнего, то первым делом Лот подошёл к своим зятьям и передал им о своих намерениях и пригласил их покинуть город с ним вместе, так как к утру он будет разрушен.
  
  В Берешит 19:14 сказано: "И пошёл Лот к своим зятьям и говорил он с ними, к тем которые были женаты на его дочерях и сказал он им: Поднимайтесь, покиньте это место, потому что Вс-вышний разрушит этот город. Но он выглядел для своих зятьёв шутом." 
  
  Первый раз через столько лет Лот понял одну вещь, что насколько бы высоко он не находился на социальной лестнице, и какую бы позицию он не занимал, он всё же оставался пришельцем и тем самым жидом и всё той же насмешкой для неевреев. Вроде бы Лот достиг всего что можно было иммигранту достичь - Мидраш говорит, что он был главным судьёй города Содома, и выносил приговоры по делам в городе. Его дочки достигли пика их подъёма - выйдя замуж за парней из этого города. Вроде бы Лот уже один из них - но не тут то было. Зятья его высмеивают, и не идут с ним и за своими жёнами. Такое же повторялось у нас истории. Вроде мы часть общества где мы живём, занимаем большие позиции, имеем богатство и хорошее расположение, но приходит время и туман рассеивается. 
  
  И вот они бегут, жена Лота обернулась и превратилась в солёный столп. Почему она не умерла как все остальные жители Содома? За всю историю человечества, миллионы людей умерли - злодеи, деспоты и люди совершившие всякие преступления и благие дела, все были преданы земле - только один человек был выбран остаться на земле в виде солёного столпа - это жена Лота. Добавлю что Талмуд Берахот говорит, если человек увидит статую этой женщины, он должен произнести благословение. 
  
  Но всё что написано в Торе не спроста. За каждым случаем кроется смысл и за каждым персонажем есть что-то что кроется в каждом из нас. Содом город который находится на берегу моря, но люди которые там жили характером были эгоистичны,  эгоцентричны, погруженные в себя и самовлюблённые и в этом есть маленькая частичка Содома которая находится в каждом из нас. Каждый раз когда в нас или вокруг нас происходят акты злости, мести, разврата, унижения и притеснения - мы также должны бежать из этого места, из этого Содома. Но с одним условием, не отворачиваться назад. Убегая, но отворачиваясь мы не отдаляемся а продолжаем переживать все те события от которых бежали, живя в истории в которой мы провинились, или в которой нам причинили много боли и страданий, вспоминая все падения, унижения и разочарования. У каждого своя история, на то и она называется историей его жизни, и все те персонажи которые в ней участвуют живут в этой истории и всегда с ним напоминая о себе каждый день. 
  
  Со временем человек становится вон тем самым столпом соли - очень горьким и солёным. С ним очень трудно говорить и иметь дело, он погружён в мысли прошлого и живёт в страданиях. Есть люди кто очень искусно могут скрывать это состояние, но есть люди кто не могут. 
  
  Но тут мы приходим к одному важному моменту. Став солью у нас появляются две дороги в жизни. 
  
  Некоторые люди выбирают дорогу мести - мне причинили боль и страдания и теперь я в свою очередь причиню другим то же самое. Они ломают семьи, портят людям жизнь, злословят, причиняют как можно больше вреда - работая над этим годами и вовлекая многих в эту грязь. 
  
  Второй путь - это путь служения Вс-вышнему. Как сказано в Псалмах 37:27, "Беги от зла и делай хорошее." Осознано совершать хорошее, отойти от источника зла и продолжать служение Вс-вышнему.
  
  Говорят наши мудрецы, поставив человека в какую-то ситуацию, Вс-вышний хочет научить его какому-то уроку и если он осознано делает зло и выбирает идти по дороге зла - конец такого человека не завистлив ни в этом и ни в следующем мирах. Но если человек выбирает дорогу добра и несмотря на свою боль и свои прошлые обиды делает добро, то не замеченным от Вс-вышнего это не останется и к тому же Вс-вышний подарит ему самую красивую черту характера которая может быть у человека - это черта сострадания. Позже, после своих "проблем и ситуаций", однажды он увидит человека в страдании и в проблемах, и он сумеет почувствовать его боль и протянуть ему руку помощи, так как он знает что это такое, этим самым борясь со злом и поднимаясь высоко в духовных мирах как награждение за пройденный урок.
  
  Так что же делать человеку, если он уже погряз в этой соли и не видит облегчения?
  
  Давайте разберём два закона касающихся соли - Сефер Ваикра говорит что когда Коэн приносит жертву, то он должен обсыпать жертвоприношение солью со всех сторон, но сегодня у нас нет Храма и этот закон мы не можем использовать для данной ситуации. Второй закон в Книге Шулхан Арух или Свод Законов говорит: что на каждом столе должна присутствовать соль. Каждая трапеза должна сопровождаться солью и при этом когда человек говорит благословение на хлеб он должен хорошо обмакнуть хлеб в соль.
  
  Как было уже сказано, один из путей борьбы со своей солью, которые люди к сожалению выбирают это делать зло. Но делая зло, они всё больше погружаются в болото зла, из которого выйти не всем удаётся. Потому-что не все помнят что про кого сказали, как далеко пошли слухи, как сложились судьбы тех людей которые были замешаны во все эти интриги или судьбы их поколений, а также не хотение попросить прощения из-за гордости, да и люди которым был причинён вред, могут быть уже не с нами в этом мире. Это называется Домино Эффект - который трудно остановить, но полная ответственность всё равно лежит на нас так как Вс-вышний помнит все мотивы и ситуации.
  
  Но я бы хотел предоставить вам второй путь, как избавиться от соли и выйти из своего Содома - это перестать думать о себе и начать жить по другому - думать о Вс-вышнем, о своей жизни, и о людях вокруг вас. Спросить себя, что Вс-вышнему нужно от вас? Почему вы продолжаете жить и вставать по утрам? Куда вы идёте и что у вас за цель в жизни? Понять что у вас есть душа, частичка самого Вс-вышнего и она в вас - и ничто и никто не может осквернить или замарать её ни словами и ни делами. И вы являетесь Послом Вс-вышнего здесь в этом мире, чтоб раскрыть Его и Его свет и принести этот свет в жизнь других людей и быть маяком для других в этом мире. Тот свет что является светом радости, надежды и веры, который так иногда не хватает в жизни многих людей. И осознание этой истины и есть избавление от своей соли и выход из своего Содома.
  
  Принять, понять и осознать что вся соль которая есть в вас и есть ваш жизненный путь и всё это пришло от Вс-вышнего и только от Него одного - а люди которые подыграли в этом - сделали это не по своей воле, а потому что были выбраны для этого по разным провинностям и причинам которые известны только Вс-вышнему, и всё что вы можете сделать по отношению к ним, это пожалеть их за то что они были выбраны сделать зло, что является не совсем завидным достижением в жизни. И тот жизненный путь который вы прошли, был проделан вами и только вы один знаете насколько трудно оно было для вас. И ту боль которую вы сейчас испытываете и есть ваша боль. И при всём этом - вы просто должны дорожить процессом духовного и морального роста и набранному опыту познанию людей и жизни в целом, и постарайтесь всё это использовать себе на благо.
  
  Но как...?
  
  Во время благословения на хлеб, закон говорит обмакнуть хлеб в соль. И вот тут самое время вспомнить всю свою соль - всю ту боль а иногда может и рёв души, и сказать Вс-вышнему - спасибо за опыт, и всё это преподнести ему как приношение на своём собственном жертвеннике - этим исправляя и освящая себя - своё тело и свою душу, и при этом радуясь своему уделу, потому-что вся ваша боль и годы проведённые с ней ведут к вашему освящению, и приближению к Вс-вышнему. И однажды обернувшись назад, вы по настоящему начнёте понимать глубину слов: Мои Года, Моё Богатство!!
  
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