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• The Challenge of Unity

  Jun 22, 2023 Admin 0 Comments

  The Parashat Shelach opens with interesting words: Shelach Lecha Anashim. Rashi and many commentators translate it as "Send for yourself," meaning, "Hashem has said that the Land is good, so just go in and take the land," but that generation wanted to see it for themselves, kind of like they wanted to make sure it was a good land.
  
  It seems to me that there's another meaning behind these words. With your permission, let's look at it closely.
  
  So, the Shelach Lecha means "Send for yourself", but if you pay close attention, Lecha is in the singular tense, but it is directed to Moshe and affects 12 people, who are being sent out on this expedition. So, how is the singular tense being used for this group of people? Why not just use the plural?
  
  In Parashat Bereshit, right after Chava and Adam ate from the Tree of Knowledge, and after Hashem had punished them, it says that Hashem banished them from Gan Eden. It uses an interesting word for it; in Bereshit 3:23, it says: וַֽיְשַׁלְּחֵ֛הוּ - Vayeshalkhehu - And Hashem banished him or sent him out from Gan Eden... Sent him out? Why him? Weren't two people sent out from the Garden of Eden - Adam and Eve? Why does Hashem only refer to Adam-"sent him out"? I believe this is where Hashem is giving us an important message: that Adam and Eve are one, a union, a single entity—a Father and a Mother of all of humanity—the Parents.
  
  But let's go further into the Parashat Lech Lecha. When Hashem tells Avraham Avinu, "Lech Lecha—Go for yourself from your land..." Again, in this case, the word Lecha is used, affecting many people who came out with Avraham Avinu—his wife Sarah, his nephew Lot, all the souls they had made in Haran, and their shepherds. 
  
  We have three instances in which the singular tense was used, affecting the group "the many". This teaches us that Hashem wants a group to achieve unity and stay together as a group on their journey, getting from point A to point B as one single entity, with no one left behind. 
  
  But it doesn't happen so.
  
  Later, in Parashat Lech Lecha 13:5-12, we are told how the shepherds argued, and Avraham Avinu offered Lot the option to go left while he went right, or right while he went left, and Lot agreed. They both went different ways—but as you remember, Hashem said 'Lech Lecha,' which means that Hashem wanted him to go as one single unit, without separation; thus, the word 'Lecha' is used. 
  
  Back then, Avraham Avinu, Sarah Imenu, and Lot were the Jewish nation, and Hashem wanted them to stay together and reach the Point B —the Promised Land —which unfortunately did not happen.
  
  The Parashat Toldot tells us about Yitzchak Avinu and his two sons, Esav and Yaakov. Yaakov gets the birthright and the blessing, and Rivkah Imenu, worried about Yaakov's safety, tells him to leave for Charan since his brother Esav might kill him. Yakov leaves, and the family breaks up—the unity is lost once again. 
  
  The Parashat Vayishlach tells us that 22 years later, Yaakov Avinu returns from his father-in-law's house with his family: four wives, twelve sons, and a daughter, Dina. Knowing fully well his brother Esav, Yaakov Avinu hides his daughter in the chest so Esav does not see her. When the brothers meet, Esav never sees Dina, and they go their separate ways. The Sages tell us that Yaakov Avinu made a mistake by hiding Dina. Dina should have married Esav—since only she could have brought him back to Teshuva. And then Yaakov, with his kids and four wives, and Esav, with Dina, would have returned to Israel together as one unit—but it didn't happen. The family has broken up once again, Esav went totally off the derech, and billions of his descendants were forever lost to Judaism.
  
  In Parashat Vayeshev, the nation of Israel is now Yaakov Avinu and his twelve sons. Everything seems to be going well, but suddenly, there's a conflict between the brothers and the younger one, Yosef. So, the brothers end up selling him to Egypt, which breaks the family once again. Later, the whole family moves to Egypt to join Yosef due to the famine in the Land of Israel. 
  
  Years later, Moshe Rabbenu appears in Parashat Shemot. He is sent by Hashem, who tells him to take His nation out. Three million people came out with Moshe Rabbenu after all the punishments G-d brought upon Egypt.
  
  And in Parashat Yitro, we finally got it—the nation stood as one body and soul—we have achieved complete unity. The Jewish Nation received the Torah on Mount Sinai and officially married G-d.
  
  Then, the nation traveled closer to the Land of Israel, and suddenly, in Parashat Shelach, the people approached Moshe Rabbenu. They wanted to scout out the land, but in reality, they sought to achieve what Avraham Avinu, Yaakov Avinu, and the brothers had been unable to attain: unity. The twelve spies wanted to go to the Land of Israel and return with a unified opinion on the strategy and goodness of the Land. But, as you know, for whatever reason, they came back with ten people’s opinions versus two people’s opinions. Hashem did what He did - males of that generation, 20-60 years old, lost their lives in the desert.
  
  Thirty-nine years later, in the Parashat Matot and Masei, when the nation was standing on the banks of the Jordan River, the tribes of Reuven, Gad, and part of the tribe of Menashe approached Moshe Rabbenu and asked to remain in the east of the Jordan due to an abundance of green pastures for their livestock. Moshe agreed, and in return, they promised to help other tribes conquer Eretz Yisrael.
  
  And this is where I believe a mistake was made...
  
  The word Lecha in the Lech Lecha or Shelach Lecha does not only mean Go or Send for Yourself, but it means to go from point A, which is Egypt, to point B - Eretz Yisrael - as one unit, a single entity - all 3 million people, all 12 tribes with no one left behind or anyone left outside of The Land of Israel. This is where Hashem is telling Moshe Rabbeinu — or obligating him — to ensure that all 12 tribes make it to the Land of Israel, no matter how appealing it may look outside it.

  If they had done so, Moshe Rabbenu would have passed away, but Yehoshua Bin Nun would have taken the nation into the Land of Israel. He would have become a Mashiach ben Yosef, and then the Mashiach ben David would have been found in the nation. The Geulah or Redemption would have started at that moment, followed by the Tehiyat Hametim - the Resurrection of the Dead, where Moshe Rabbeinu and everyone left behind in the desert would have come back to join the rest of the nation in the Land of Israel.
  
  But this did not happen. And because of this, we have had our First Bet Hamikdash and its destruction, Second Bet Hamikdash and its destruction, and today, this.... current long exile with all its hardships - still going on for almost 2,000 years. However, we remain hopeful and are waiting for our own Lecha Moment—Mashiach, who will unite us and gather all 12 tribes together in Israel, and initiate the prophecies as written in the Book of the Prophet Isaiah and the books of other prophets.
  
  Just like Adam and Chava were sent out from the Garden of Eden as one entity, so are we—all 12 tribes of Israel—have to re-enter our physical Garden of Eden—The Land of Israel—as one, united and strong nation.
  

  May this happen speedily in our days. Amen.
  
  Shmuel Katanov

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• The Symbol of Loyalty

  Jun 5, 2023 Admin 0 Comments

  In Parashat Nasso 5:11-31, Hashem tells about a woman who is suspected of adultery by her husband. I assume you know the details... So the husband takes her to the Bet Hamikdash to see a Cohen for the test. A Cohen gives her a drink of bitter waters; if she is guilty, she dies there, but if she is not, she is blessed with a child.
  
  We have another incident of the bitter waters in a different parsha. In Parashat Beshalach 15:23-25, right after the Am Yisrael goes through the Yam Suf, the nation becomes thirsty, but couldn't drink the waters of the Marah, since they were bitter. So they asked Moshe, who, in turn, asked Hashem. And Hashem showed him a piece of wood, which he threw into the water, and it became sweet. And.. the nation drank. 
  
  There's something about this piece of wood. So, let's look at it closely.
  
  Have you ever wondered why Aron HaKodesh or the Holy Ark looks this way? - click here
  
  In Parashat Terumah, we are told about the details of the Holy Ark. A wooden box covered with gold from the inside out. On the box cover, there are two golden figures of angels—Keruvim—facing each other, their wings spread forward. Inside the box are two sets of Luchot - the 10 Commandments. And on the side of the box, two golden loops on each side, through which wooden poles covered with gold were inserted. The ends of each pole are wider than the openings of the loops, so the poles cannot be inserted through the loops. The Zohar says a miracle occurs, and the poles pass through the loops miraculously. 
  
  It is a very holy and mystical structure, where every part of it represents something.
  
  The tablets containing the 10 Commandments inside the box represent a Ketuba, a marriage contract. When a man and a woman get married, they receive a Ketuba; the 10 Commandments are a Ketuba between the nation of Israel and Hashem, since on Shavuot, when we receive the Torah, Hashem marries the nation of Israel. 
  
  Each wedding ceremony or chupa has 2 witnesses, and the two Keruvim—the golden angels atop the Holy Ark — also serve as witnesses. Every time Cohen HaGadol enters Kadosh Kedoshim on Yom Kippur, based on certain signs of the Keruvim, he determines whether Hashem is happy with the way the nation is leading its way of life.

  The wooden poles are covered in gold on the sides of the Holy Ark, which represent man and woman, or to be exact, a husband and wife. Why are the poles covered in gold, you ask? Simple...what is Tzeniut or Modesty? When a couple follows the laws of modesty in front of Hashem, they are covered in gold. But, by uncovering themselves or dressing immodestly, they are displaying their wooden-like bodies, since wood and the human body are physical products of Earth, which makes them appear lowly in G-d's eyes.

  
  So, there you have it - two wooden poles, covered in gold, miraculously inserted into the rings, as the Zohar says. The Torah adds: And the poles shall never be removed... But suppose the wife removes her golden wrapping, abandons her position on Holy Ark, and is suspected of having relations with someone other than her husband. In that case, the Torah requires her to undergo a test with bitter water. If she is guilty, she dies; if she is not guilty, she is blessed with a child, and Hashem wraps her back in gold and restores her to her former position.

  
  And this makes the Holy Ark as a  symbol of Loyalty between Husband and Wife and between the Nation of Israel and Hashem. 
  
  The Midrash says Leviyim carried the Holy Ark by holding the poles from each side. Further, it adds that it is not the Leviyim who carried the Ark, but it is the Holy Ark that carried the Leviyim in the desert. 

  
  So it is, with the husband and the wife. When the couple gets married or later in life, they dedicate their lives, their whole existence, to Kabbalat Ol Malkhut Shamayim – Accepting the Kingship of Heaven, by following G-d's laws and leading a family based on Torah values. And just as the Ark that carries the Leviyim, in the same way, it is not the couple that carries the burden of the Kingship of Heaven, but the Kingship of Heaven carries the couple through their journey of life, by overflowing them with holiness, abundance, and constant miracles. 
  
  Shmuel Katanov
  
  (The Bitter Waters of the Sotah)

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• The Loving G-d

  Apr 17, 2023 Admin 0 Comments

  Did you ever hear the expression that G-d loves you —He is all love, and it's all love? But is it? When you open Torah books and start flipping through the pages, all you see is the opposite. He seems vengeful and very just, with many stories of people being punished for what they have done wrong. And then we go to shul, and we observe the following: people talking, laughing at jokes, sometimes even laughing at others, talking about others; you may even hear arguments and maybe even shouts, and, of course, you will see people praying. But don't stop there —keep on observing, and you will see kids of all ages... some walking around, some seated, some reading books, and some praying.
  
  While there in shul, you hear of some kid or a member who no longer comes to shul, or someone who grew up and moved to a different neighborhood where there is no shul nearby, and we say, Oy! He had such great potential...and, we even got a fancy label for these types of people - Off The Derech.
  
  But what is this thing called derech, or a road? Is it the physical road we walk on daily, back and forth for years to and from the shul, or is it something bigger - like an accepted Way of Life or even a Way of Behavior?! So, these people get off this "accepted way of behavior" by society... but let me ask you a question, are we truly on that "accepted way of behavior"?
  
  Torah tells us a story of Amalek in Devarim 25:17-19. It goes like this, the Jewish nation came out of Egypt and a people of Amalek came and attacked the Jewish nation while attacking those that were as Torah calls them כל הנחשלים אחריך - Hanecheshalim, Rashi explains those that were weak ones, in Midrash Tanchuma it says that those that were expelled from the protection of the Clouds of Glory due to their sins and were walking behind the camp... So Amalek attacked those that were walking outside of the camp, out of the protection of the Clouds of Glory, so by attacking them, they have instilled doubt into the hearts of the other nations - which means that all the miracles that Hashem has done when He took the Jewish nation out from Egypt which has made the Jewish nation look powerful in the eyes of other nations - after the war has made them look like nothing, and that the Jewish nation is not untouchable, and you can fight it as well. Amalek did it to prove this point: even though they lost the war, they still achieved their agenda. So, G-d gave us a commandment to kill the nation of the Amalek, and G-d said He will not rest till the end of days until He brings vengeance on this nation. 
  
  For centuries, rabbis tried to figure out who this nation of Amalek is, and in every generation, we see the few that try to annihilate the Jewish nation, and every time G-d saves us from their hands.
  
  But there's also another explanation given by our Sages. That there's an Amalek inside each one of us, and he overtakes us and influences our behavior. Let's go a bit deeper into this idea.
  
  It is no coincidence that Torah has used the word chalashim - the weak - they have attacked the weak, maybe Torah is giving us a hint, since we also have the weak ones in our society. These are the kids, people with little to no emunah, those that have come to Judaism recently, and the ones that are not firmly established in the Torah society. 
  
  For kids—with their undeveloped, naïve minds —beyond playing and praying, they sit and observe, watching us, our behavior, our interactions with others, and, most importantly, our service to G-d. 
  
  Those who have returned to Hashem, and have accepted the kingship of Heaven upon themselves, still struggling day to day with belief in G-d and details overall, come to shul, join the minyan, and also look around at those "established ones", and ones that have been "in it" for years… The same goes for those who are not established in the Torah society.
  
  And we that have been “in it” for years, through our inappropriate conduct in shul, without realizing, packing and stuffing the hearts of these children and people that have returned to Hashem - stuffing their hearts with doubts - doubt of Hashem's might and mercy, His Torah, and a way of Torah life. 
  
  Suddenly, we hear of someone who moved to another neighborhood away from shul, someone who walked out of shul never to return, and, slowly, they fall out one by one...
  
  Maybe, and just maybe, Amalek is not some other nation, but us—our inappropriate behavior and our urge to crush others in the community just to inflate our worth in public. Our way of mistreating others, spreading rumors about them, and feeling great about it before, after, and all the time, openly or secretly, casts doubt on G-d, His justice, and His involvement in our daily lives. Doubt that goes straight into the hearts of these kids and people, daily for years, as being a normal behavior in shul and in life.
  
  Then the speech from the rabbi's podium isn't taken seriously, since it feels like a story, 'cause these kids and people have already seen from their own observations that you can do it all and be ok with G-d and others... since look, everyone is doing it. And their fathers, seeing their kids not wanting to pray or come to shul, scratch their heads, thinking Where did they go wrong? 
  
  So these Baalei Teshuvah and these kids grow up, and their doubts grow with them to the point where they become convictions, or even total disbelief in G-d, since their views were already altered from their childhood days or from the early days of praying with the minyan. Worst yet, when some of these kids grow up, finish yeshivot, have a beard and a hat, and pray daily in minyan while behaving with total disregard for G-d and halacha.
  
  But there's more...
  
  A similar scenario we see played out in Parashat Vayeshev: the incident with the brothers and Yosef, who was 17 years old. The Torah describes Yosef as vehu na'ar (he was young). It is no coincidence that the Torah mentions that he was young, but to bring exactly the point I was making above: he was young, naïve, and the weakest among his brothers. His naivety was shown when he saw his brothers do something he thought was wrong; he went to his father to tell him, interpreting it as he understood it. Worst yet, fully knowing that his brothers hated him, he told them about the dreams that he had, which made them hate him even more.
  
  But what happens next? They sell him to Egypt. Years later, when the brothers are arguing with Yosef, who was the viceroy of Egypt at that moment, Yosef told them—Ani Yosef, I am Yosef —and then added something that kind of doesn't make sense—Haod Avi Chai—is my father still alive? Yosef, of course, your father is alive—you know it, since you have already heard it many times in the discussions you have had with your brothers—how can you forget it?
  
  But, there must be a reason why Yosef asked them this question....
  
  There are many explanations for this pasuk, but with your permission, I would like to give one as well.
  
  During all this time, the brothers have been trying to get their brother Benyamin out of Egypt and leave. Yosef hinted to them many times, when he thought they would recognize their "enemy" before them —who was their flesh-and-blood brother Yosef —but the brothers didn't recognize him. So, when he said, Is my father still alive, he was trying to say the following:
  
  My dear brothers, you saw me a few times already; we ate together and talked, and during all this time, you did not recognize me because I look different. But I am your brother. But do you know why I look different? Because of you. You have mistreated me in the house of my father, and then you have sold me to Egypt. I have been torn away from my father, from the security of my father's house, and thrown to a far and unknown land. Here I went through many troubles and tribulations. And look at me—you didn’t recognize me; I look different than you. You look like a Hebrew, and I look like an Egyptian, and so do my sons. So, when I was with my father, he knew me. But now, since I look so different —like an Egyptian —will my father accept me? Will he consider me part of the family, as his son?
  
  When Yakov Avinu saw Yosef HaTzadik for the first time, our Sages say he was praying the Shema Yisrael prayer, because Hashem had introduced him to the first Off The Derech individual, someone who looked totally different, as was customary in the house of Yaakov Avinu. But this also meant that, since Yaakov Avinu and his whole family were descending into exile, there would be many more of these types of individuals. And at that moment, Yaakov Avinu was praying for all the people who would fall out of the accepted derech, for all the generations, from Yosef HaTzaddik until Mashiach times. Later, Yaakov Avinu not only accepted Yosef HaTzadik as his son, but he also accepted his children and raised them to the level of the shevatim, the tribes.
  
  But who paid for the sin of selling Yosef to Egypt? The Holy Books tell us that Turnusrufus, a Roman official summoned Rabbi Shimon Ben Gamliel and his colleagues and presented a question before them:
  
  What is the law with regard to he who kidnaps a man from the Jewish nation and sells him [into slavery]?” The rabbis replied that Torah mandates that such a man be put to death. “If so,” continued Turnusrufus, “where are your forbearers who sold their brother into slavery? Had they been here, I would have prosecuted them before your eyes. As for you, accept the decree of heaven, for since the times [of the 12 tribes] there have never been 10 sages of your stature [alive at one time]. Take upon yourself to die in accordance with your law; for Joseph, the son of Jacob was kidnapped and sold by his 10 brothers, and their punishment has never been exacted.”
  
  And so it was - ten of the biggest rabbis of that generation - of all times, have been killed to atone for the sin of the 10 brothers, that have sold the young and weak lad Yosef into slavery, which turned his life upside down, tore him away from his father’s house, and made him the first Off The Derech individual in the family of Yaakov Avinu.
  
  Take out your phone or grab a newspaper, and open the News section - what do you see? Wars and unrest worldwide, problems in national and local news. It is not there, and is contained—no, it is coming closer to home. 
  
  Now listen.. what do you hear? Do you hear the voice of Hashem - His angry roar? The Gemara Masechet Berachot 3A says the following: “Rabbi Eliezer says: The night has three watches, and at each watch, HaKadosh Baruch Hu sits and roars like a lion. Hashem says: Woe to the Children because of whose sins I destroyed My Temple and burned My Sanctuary, and exiled them among the nations of the world.” 
  
  All this unrest around us, and in the news, is for us to wake up and realize...Haven’t We Done Enough Evil??! 
  
  Hashem is coming, and He is NO Loving G-d; He is angry, since the Amaleks amongst us have turned plenty of His children away from the Torah, and He is coming with vengeance to deal with us. And by the way, there’s no need to run for the hills; they won’t help us this time. Now...He..is coming for us.
  
  Shmuel Katanov

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• Let us make man in our image

  Oct 23, 2022 Admin 0 Comments

  And G-d said, Let us make man in our image... - וַיֹּ֣אמֶר אֱלֹהִ֔ים נַֽעֲשֶׂ֥ה אָדָ֛ם בְּצַלְמֵ֖נוּ - Bereshit 1:26
  
  There are many explanations for this verse, such as who did G-d speak with, and who did He consult with? The Sages say that G-d has consulted with the angels before creating a man... But maybe it could also have a different meaning.
  
  Perhaps it was not the angels that Hashem consulted with, but rather the souls of future rabbis and teachers of the Torah. Like, for example, Avraham, Yitzchak, Yaakov, Moshe, Aharon, David, Shlomo, Rambam, Rashi, the sages of the Talmud and Mishna, and the rabbis of every generation until our times.
  
  Why? Because these are the people who dedicate their lives to learning Torah, something happens to them as they do so. They become holy, and their Tzelem Elokim or Divine Image is revealed to the world.
  
  So, Hashem was speaking to these great souls, or shall we say - instructing them: Let us make man in OUR IMAGE. What does it mean - in Our Image or Divine Image - it is a study of how to emulate Hashem - to be holy as Him, to do as Him, to live life according to His Torah, and His laws.
  
  Since Hashem is Holy, and the above souls already have the Divine Image, which is revealed later because of their learning, and self-work to emulate Hashem - their congregants, and their followers that come to shuls, and places of study all across the globe, haven't yet acquired their Divine Image. So, this will be the job of the rabbis and the teachers of the Torah in every generation - to teach, to guide, and to help individuals to reveal their Divine Image while leaving their own Torah knowledge in the pages of the Talmud, in their students, and in their books.
  
  Shmuel Katanov
  
  

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• The Inner Battle

  Aug 15, 2022 Admin 0 Comments

  The Gemarah says that the First Bet Hamikdash was destroyed due to three sins - idol worship, forbidden relations, and bloodshed. The Second is due to one—Sinat Chinam, or Baseless Hatred. The Chachamim say that the sin of baseless hatred is equivalent to the three severe transgressions of the First Bet Hamikdash and was enough to destroy the Second. Today, I would like to focus on the issue of the Second Bet Hamikdash, since I believe a message may be waiting for us to discover.
  
  Let's take, for example, the times of the Second Temple. The Gemarah tells a story about Kamtza and Bar Kamtza, but I assume you know the story, so I will not go into details. But imagine this - a person who has been thrown out of a party, and went through humiliation while witnessing the total silence from the rabbis and other members of his community present at the party, has assumed that they were OK with what was done to him. But the worst thing of all, is his next step - to frame the Country and I don't mean the host of the party or some of the members of his community that were present at the party, but a country where the ones who suffered were all the residents of the ancient Jerusalem, his parents, I assume his wife and children, neighbors and many other people unknown to him - millions were killed and taken into captivity.
  
  Till today, the Jewish nation has not recovered from this, and the exile has been going on for 1,954 years. Our nation says we have suffered enough and deserve redemption—but do we? Have we learned from our mistakes? Have we learned from the mistakes of the generation of the Second Bet Hamikdash? Do we know what this sin is - a baseless hatred?
  
  What moves a person to hurt someone else—jealousy... ego? Not being happy with his lot, not being happy with what Hashem has given him, and looking into someone else's plate and saying - that plate should have been mine, why he and not me, and going miles, doing and saying much - to destroy the good others have, just to have that feeling - that the other person no longer has more than him.
  
  That feeling of anger that lurks inside the person at those moments, and the bleeding ego, spring him into action. That desire to rip the other person's life apart, or, as he thinks, to level the battlefield, or to totally level the other person to the ground, is an animalistic desire that stems from the other side of the human body. 
  
  But what is this desire to cause damage, or these traits - anger, ego, and jealousy? These are traits that have led to the downfall of many throughout human history... but they are also traits that go against G-d, against his decision, and against His authority.
  
  When Adam and Chavah were just created and resided in the Garden of Eden, they were given only one commandment - not to eat from the Tree of Knowledge. But as you know, they did not pass that test, and the result wasn’t that they had acquired all the bad character traits; it also means those bad character traits can now compete with the other traits—the good traits. 
  
  The human body has two spiritual forces - The Neshama and The Nefesh. The Neshama is the G-dly Soul that pulls the person to do G-dly work, and the Nefesh is an animal soul or an earthly soul that pulls the person to act in the physical world. There's a constant battle between these two souls. Who wins, do you think? It depends on what you fill yourself with.
  
  If you fill yourself with Torah knowledge and good deeds, your Neshama becomes stronger and can fight off your animalistic soul. But if you indulge in this world, don't learn, transgress the laws of the Torah, and don't keep the commandments, the animalistic soul wins every time, and the person slowly changes into a different being.
  
  So, what is baseless hatred? It is a combination of several traits - anger, ego and jealousy of another human being, enough to move the person into action to set some goals for himself - goals not of his growth, but of bringing the other person down - to affect every area of someone's life and to bring him to the point of destruction of the other's character, income, and social standing. Whether it takes months or years, he will do it constantly and involve many others in this endeavor. And all of this is done, while totally ignoring the laws of Torah and Hashem's authority over his and other people's lives.
  
  During the Second Temple period, the nation didn't have a tribe of Yehuda ruling. Because of this one fact, as Yaakov Avinu commanded, the rest of society was not properly aligned, which led to many problems in the future, as we'll see.
  
  The position of Cohen HaGadol was awarded to the highest bidder, since people who were not cohanim could become one, even though they knew full well that they would die upon entering Kadosh Kedoshim. And since the office of the King and Cohen HaGadol had problems, there was no system of checks and enforcement of the laws—no one demanded that the Kohanim and Leviim go out and teach the nation. And since nobody learned, and no one demanded, but the few, the general population was busy hating, ridiculing, spreading lies, and framing others. People were coming to bring sacrifices to Hashem, but on the other hand, they continued to hate and malign others. 
  
  In the Haftorah of the Parashat Devarim, in Shabbat Chazon, it says: "Why do I need your numerous sacrifices? - says Hashem - I am satiated with elevation offerings of rams and the choicest of fattened animals; and the blood of the bulls and sheep and he-goats I do not desire. When you come to appear before Me, who sought this from your hand, to trample my courtyards? You shall not continue to bring a worthless meal-offering - incense of abomination it is unto Me; New Moon and Shabbat, calling of the assembly, I cannot accept untruthfulness from society. Your New Moons and your appointed festivals, My soul hates; they have become a burden upon Me that I am weary of bearing. And when you spread your hands in prayer, I will hide my eyes from you; even if you were to increase prayer, I do not hear; your hands are full of blood. Wash yourselves, purify yourselves; remove the evil of your doings from before My eyes; desist from doing evil. Learn to do good, seek justice, strengthen the victim, do justice for the orphan, take up the cause of the widow."
  
  The nation was deep in its evil ways, and the hate flowed in all directions, along with animalistic behavior. People were killing others with their rumors and words, destroying livelihoods and families, while totally neglecting the sanctity of the place they were in. To Hashem, and to many others, it seemed like a WILD JUNGLE in HIS own House - The Bet Hamikdash. And this Hashem did not allow to continue - thus blood flowed - many were killed and many were taken captive when Hashem destroyed the Second Bet Hamikdash.
  
  In Yerushalmi, Masechet Yoma 1a, the Sages teach, "Any generation in which the Temple is not built, it is as if it had been destroyed in their times". 
  
  And here we are today. Are we ready for redemption and the building of Bet Hamikdash, or are we in the process of destroying the one we were going to build?
  
  Not by coincidence, our shuls are called Small Batey Mikdashim. 
  
  Do we think twice before we malign, spread rumors, and act in an animalistic and hateful way toward others? Are the tefillin, daily prayers, and tzedakah held in high importance, while spreading lies, rumors, and hate is allowed? Do our shuls look like a Jungle in the eyes of Hashem and others, who try to stay as far away as possible from the places of Torah? Or do they look like a place that draws others in, to learn how to serve Hashem better?
  
  And maybe this is another coincidence, but since the destruction of the Second Temple, we say in the evening prayer of Aravit, in the Hashkivenu part - ...Shevor Ve Haser HaSatan Milefanenu U Meacharenu - Break and remove the Satan from before us and from behind us - could mean that those people with animalistic traits have graduated from an Animal level to a Satan level, and got really good at ruining people's lives - and here we ask for Hashem's assistance to deal with them?! Deal with them while we are in their presence, and deal with them when we are not around them, when they are out there spreading rumors and lies. 
  
  So, what are we doing with our Bet Hamikdash—building it or destroying it daily? Will it be the next generation that succeeds and builds it, or will it be us? 
  
  For as long as we avoid Torah learning, we’ll repeat the behavior and the mistakes of the previous generations, since we'll think that everything we do is right and we have no need to change. The animal in us will strive and grow, and will take over our lives while trampling over others. We won't notice the bad we do, since we will feel that we are prospering and growing in life, but in reality, we'll be walking over the bodies of other people "to reach our goals" as it happened in the story of Kamtza and Bar Kamtza who achieved his goal of revenge, but had total disregard to the consequences of his actions.
  
  But then we realize, that we’ve ended up with nothing good, and have gained whole lot of bad - since we’ve been filling our souls with evil, lies and emptiness of this world while strengthening the traits of anger, ego and jealousy, and committing countless amounts of sins - by making the animal inside of us stronger and bolder every day.
  
  So, I ask you my reader - who do you give your strength to in your life - to your G-dly Soul or to your Animal Soul?
  
  Shmuel Katanov

   

  PS: Dedicated to B.S. & F.N.

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